One morning, a long time ago, when I was perhaps a lot more
shallow than I am now, I landed in Tokyo from Europe, and my
hotel room wasn’t ready until that afternoon. So in a jetlag haze, I took a
little walk around Ueno Park, the scruffy old green lung of North Tokyo, and
sat down to watch the world go by. I’d almost forgotten what a strange and amazing day that
was, so now I think I’ll share it with you...
In my daze, I noticed that an ancient wizened old homeless guy was
sitting beside me, and without realising it, struck up a conversation in English, which he spoke fluently. Although I was so jetlagged and exhausted I could hardly keep my eyes
open, we talked all day about philosophy and the meaning of life from an
eastern perspective and western perspective, and how in, fact there wasn’t a
great difference from the fundamentals of what perhaps Jesus really meant
Christianity to be (no, not silly statues of the virgin Mary and supporting Zionist colonial plans, you fools), the old pagan ways of the west and the Shintoism of
Japan, and how really, the rules of life were the same no matter where you are
in the world. There are good and bad people on both sides of every fence, and
many ‘bad’ people have good traits and many ‘good’ people have bad traits (bad
spirits inside them that haven’t managed to throw off), and really, the love of
money and material goods, of conquest and domination, were just bad spirits
inside a man. He talked and talked and everything he said seemed like deeper
wisdom, and for years afterwards I often thought about this Yoda of Ueno park,
and who he was, and how he became homeless and, did he really exist or was this
old man actually God speaking to me in some way to help change my life’s
direction and understand why I’m actually here?
I can say I’ve learned my lessons slowly. But if it wasn’t
for this guy, I wouldn’t have bought books comparing Buddhism to Christianity,
or the 'crazy' writings of Zachariah Sitchin, Graham Hancock or Daniel Pinchbeck.
And if I hadn’t done that I wouldn’t have considered Ayahausca, which to all
who’ve taken it would agree is a profoundly life changing experience. But
strangely enough I thought about this man again the other day, probably for the
first time since I’d taken Ayahuasca, and realised that all the time it wasn’t
that he was God, it was just that he was a man with the light of God shining
brightly in him. An enlightened man, if you want to call it that.
But now thanks to him, I can see that we all have a piece of
Gods love in us, he’s everywhere, its just that, for almost everyone (at least
in the west) that piece of their soul and is hidden so deep inside that, that
they’re trapped in the web of their own short term animal-like cycle of needing
‘stuff’, and of needing the fix of temporary ‘satisfaction’ that distracts them
from taking a moment to realise the true reality and the true love of life. ‘Life’ for most people
involves TV shows, sport, the soap opera and politics of everyday gossip, political
correctness and other false ‘causes’, fast food, prescription drugs, casual
sex, getting drunk, recreational drug use, pretend illnesses like ADDT and
other attention seeking cries for help…you get gist) every last one a short
term fix and none of them connected in any way to the reality and true beauty
of the world.
Maybe the wisdom of the Ayahuasca is beginning to kick in
finally, that I’m beginning to see the cancer of the ‘western’ consumer world
for what it is, and can see how the ‘answers’ to these cravings simply make you
want more. The ‘bad guys’ even created new language to distract, divide,
confuse, and ultimately, cause needless conflict – (smart huh?) - How do you
react to someone calling you a ‘racist’ (always by idiotic white guys with beards)
or a ‘sexist’ (usually by those same spineless men, although sometimes by girls as a sly compliment) when this is every time a trap question because the words actually
have no definitive meaning and were constructed originally as trap questions to
damage reputations by avoiding real issues. But this is just the start - The
legal system is changing. The media is pushing the moronic masses to accept
different boundaries of what’s appropriate, and what’s acceptable in terms of
‘the mans’ interference in your life. And believe you me, your voluntary
enslavement has a long way to run yet – so subtle, you wont even notice.
So what’s the answer? Should you stop watching crappy TV
dramas? Should you realise that the Bills vs. the Redskins or Arsenal vs. Man. City mean absolutely
nothing? No, of course not. For some people, maybe you, that and hamburgers all
they have to look forward to in life. Maybe you’re too far gone to accept that
reality is not the slavery you’ve already sleepwalked into.
The true answer is that there is no answer, except to ask
yourself truly the question that why the homeless old man, with no bank
account, and no material possessions, who lives free in Tokyo’s Ueno Park, is
infinitely happier and more content in his life than you, or anyone you have
ever known?
